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Real storySão Paulo · 6 min read

Office After Hours

“I didn’t put the pen down for the footnote.”

Esc covers the page. Blur keeps one line sharp. Leaving the tab covers it too.

My name is Mag. Not Magdalena, not Maggie. Mag. I am twenty-nine, one metre sixty-five in the shoes I take off under the desk, and blonde in a way São Paulo sun keeps honest: darker at the roots by Thursday, bright again after Saturday. I work on the fourteenth floor of a glass building in Vila Olímpia that pretends it is not just an office. My breasts are ordinary. I like them. They sit where they sit, not a performance, and my nipples have never learned discretion. By four o'clock they are marking the blouse. I stopped wearing a padded bra to a job that keeps me past eight. Let the fabric tell the truth. The rest of me tells it too, if anyone gets that far: I am pink where I am wet, a neat, flushed pink that deepens when I am close, and I have made peace with being looked at there. I have not made peace with wanting the man who stays late on my floor.

His name is Vicente. Thirty-six. A wedding ring he turns when he is thinking, which is not the same as a wedding he talks about. We don't talk about it. We talk about the deck, the numbers, the sentence in the footnote that legal will hate. He has a mouth that goes soft when he is tired. I have been watching the mouth…

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